Saturday, August 28, 2004
5:45 AM

EVEry thing is bloody dark.....am i really a happy,carefree gal???????????sometimes i might be !!!!bt now.....i dunno.......sad cannot express my feeling now.....i really need someone's help bt im confused already.....i know other ppl wont care about me de.....cuz u dun have any relationships with them except u r their classmates......no one really know wht im think about....i feel so empty.......y my life become like this.....i cannot bear anymore liao.....sometimes i even dunno wht can make me happy!!!!!i like a failure,a failure.......a ..............person......
erm........dun no wht im going to do........the more i move,the more i scare.....fearness and loneliness all around me.......dun wan rite liao.....later den cry in library so paiseh de......i'd better go homw n calm down myself......i think.......
bb liao....have a nice weekend!!!u guys!!!!

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